Yes ... I'm Random

Anyone out there?

Yeah, I know I really don't update this that much. So here is a short summary.

On the personal front I am very good. I am in love. Someone who I had not seen in over 14 years.

Professional front is not good. I need to get out there. I brought in a bitch for an assistant and my boss doesn't seem to want to do much about it.

So anyone got any leads?

I could leave the state, but I don't want to.

This isn't everything on my plate, but at least it is something ....


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As I wrote in THIS entry, I have a fallen arch. Though it is completely under control. I didn't do activity on it for about two months except standing at work. When I wasn't in shoes it was wrapped. Now I really only notice it about once a week.

I have inserts in all of my shoes. I'm not sure what I am going to do when sandals season comes around. I really can't put supports on all of them. We'll see if I am able to go without them.


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So I guess I never wrote on here that I did finally move into my own place. A complex about a mile away from work. It's clean, new paint and carpet. Nice kitchen, bathroom, and closet.

Biggest problem is that it's facing a main road. I think I have gotten used to the noise, but people who have been over here can notice. And there were some issues with the heat and water pressure, but they are being handled.


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Right near my place is the Warren Community Center. It's the old Warren High School, converted of course. It's got a library, cafeteria, auditorium, two gym's, cardio, weights, locker room w/ showers, sauna, steam room, and a full aquatic center. All this cost's less than $1 a day. I was going a lot early, but not as much for a while. Then Jackie got a membership and she has been giving me some good routines.

Am I know going to finally get into decent shape?


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I am still going to counseling. I'm glad I did. I really have improved sooooo much in the past year. It's given me a lot of confidence in situations that I would never have put myself into.

One of those situations would be my HS reunion. I'm on the 15 year committee. There would be no way in hell I would of done this in the past. I mean I was a nobody. But now I make people happy with sweets, and I'm funny.


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I get Thai food about once a week from a certain place. I'd say within the past year I can walk right up to the counter and they will give me my order, they know who I am. It amuses the people the with me.

Now lately I don't even need to have correct change. My order may be $10.60. All I have is a $10 and a $20. And he says just give me the $10. It's good to be a regular.


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There are two big issues that I need to talk about later .... one of them is work ..... the other is a relationship ... a real good relationship?

Promise to give that big update .... I do.


But I need some good date ideas. Anyone?

It's a blanket w/ sleeves .... who wouldn't want that?

HUGE PICTURE DUMP!!!!!

By huge I mean 90 PICTURES!!!!


( Enter at your own risk )

I have been meaning to write a lot of stuff for a while, but that will have to wait for a later date.



The past 48 hours has taught me a lot .... about myself and those around me. And no matter how much I was used I feel pretty good about what there is moving forward.



I thought that I had gotten rid of all those who had been using me. Hopefully this was the last one.



I hope this doesn't ruin my generosity towards those who I know are true to me.

Comcast customer service licks balls.

I really do love fall weather. Except for the rain.

Well let's see.

Work is really up and down with the new girl. Ever since the 2nd week she is just been a bitch to me .... and only me. I finally tried to have a discussion with her and she only wanted to talk about what I was doing wrong. Didn't want to talk about anything about her, or if I did say something ... of course I was wrong. Nice talk. I have come to the decision that I am not going to help her at all anymore. She doesn't want it. So she will sink or swim on her own.

Things like that make me want to look for a new job. Even if it means having to move out of the state again.

Speaking of moving ... I am moving to an apartment a mile away from work this week. So most of the time I will be walking to work. Though really two miles a day driving really isn't that big of a deal.

I'll post pictures from my vacation soon ... but I need to post these first. Jackie put down Sunny Thursday. She had him for 10 years. I lived with him for about 8 of them. He had lost a third of his weight in a month. They found a mass on his kidney's. I teared up picking these pics.


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